Another day has gone...another historical day for me. I will never never forget how a person tear my heard and broke them into pieces. Throwing all bad words to me without even thinking what's the impact on me. It hurts and still hurts now...but thanks anyway my dear so called friend...
I spent my day on the bed, recover back my weekdays... I woke up at almost 1pm..did my laundry and feed my two little lovely babies...cumprang and earl grey. Before I shower, a friend of my visited me. I let him in and treat him nicely. Since i haven't took my breakfast, i boiled a water and make a jug of black coffee. I served for 2...in a mean time, i reheat the pasta I cooked myself last night...and after done, I served for 2...
We talked and have a chit chat. I shared my problems, told him what I've been through in office...with a little hope that he'll give me a good constructive comment and motivating advices. Unfortunately, he put all the blame on me. Saying that It's just me who cannot adapt with new working situation. That is fine...but when he said Im too arrogant and thinks that I know about everything...it killing me because not even once I have that intention...God knew it!
I can't talk to him anymore, so I just leave the table without even listening to his further hurting words. He never stop...and it hurting me so badly. I didn't cry...but deep in my heart...i started to cry. I let him do the talking and hope that he will somehow realize that his description is basically reflected to the person in the mirror...and that himself...
Im wondering...where is the love...;(
LadyX
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