5.22 in the morning...

...yes...it's 5.22 in the morning and i still can't sleep. I came home at 430am today. Home alone again as my housemate hang out with her boyfriend. Lucky her...



I was really tense today..I couldn't erase Labs' hurting words in my mind. I'm trying my level best to ignore it but I just can't. Maybe, I cannot accept the fact that someone who I thought I can rely on have hurted me so badly...(sigh) :(



I met one of my old friend in Puchong. We had our dinner at one of the famous karaoke spot here in Klang Valley. After the fine dinner, we release our stress by singing lot of songs. I guess singing is the best way to express your pressure...you can shout as loud as u can! that's the best part ;)



Around 1150pm, we went out from the karaoke centre to the durian stall. We stopped by and had some durians :) It was nice. Funny incident happend while we were enjoying our durians...the chinese boy sing a Malay song with chinese accent and he was singing through his cell phone...I guess it was his girlfriend listening to him...hihihi...silly...but yet touching i guess...haha...I don't know.. I tapau some durians before we go back cuz it taste sooo good and I just can't resists it ;)



On the way back, I asked my friend "...do u think I'm arrogant?"...and continue.." ... I mean when Im commenting on my boss to you?"...and he said..." no you're not! apparently your boss is te trouble maker. She is the one who doesn't use her common sense to justify situation."...I heard that and i feel better...exactly what Im expecting to say. But the other side of me asking.." is he just pleasing me???"...araghhh....angle Vs demon...who's gonna win my mind



I get my car and drove all the way to Sunway Damansara at 12am just to see my friend Panzi. I picked her up and visited my friend's house for belated deparaya celebration. I know it was kinda silly to visit someone in the middle of the night....but yet it happened that night because my guts to visit my friend was really high....some more, I was hurted and am looking for company to make me feel better.

After having some chicken sate and brief chit chat session, we chow..not straight back home but lepaking at kedai mamak until 4 in the morning....Keep chit chatting with Panzi all night long...

Thank u friend for making me feel better that day....

I almost forgot about what just happend that morning....there are saying "..whatever u said is easily forgotten...but people will always remember how u make them feel...especially when it hurts..."

nite xL