Fever and down....

I got fever today. I suppose to go back to kk but my condition not allowing me so..I'm in pain now..keep waiting for labs to call me up,to SMS me, to say hello to me...but he never show up and i senses he has changed a lot now... Why labs ?

Sometimes i'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around, nothing to do but frown
Rainy days and mondays always get me down
What i've got they used to call the blues
Nothing is really wrong
Feeling like i don't belong
Walking around some kind of lonely clown
Rainy days and mondays always get me down
Funny but it seems i always wind up here with you
It's nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
To run and find the one who loves me

what i feel is come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hanging around, nothing to do but frown
Rainy days and mondays always get me down

Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me

Hangin around, nothing do to but frown
Rainy days and mondays always get me down

Children Of Hope

His my cousin's son. Pity him because he scared most of people he met including me. I hope he'll change somehow..to be a good boy, good son and he's my Children of Hope ;)

food of love

My mom done a quick homemade cooking before my dad's birthday party begun. These are some photos i kept. It's simple, but it fulfilling ;) I name this photos as Food Of Love ;)

Raindrops keep falling on my head

It's the 1st week of duty, but I'm still on leave. I woke up in the morning and grabbed my cell phone. I got 4 unread text messages...all from office and nothing from Labs ;( I felt a bit down. My married colleague was really sickening me...all the time. She keep texting me even she knew I'm on leave. As if she cannot do anything without me in the office...in fact, she's the senior..damn lady! I cheated on her, telling her that I was in KL. It's annoying me when she hinted me to come back to office tomorrow. I'm not gonna follow whatever she said..she's not my boss anyway.

Today, I help mommy cleaned up the kitchen. It took half day to do the cleaning. I started at 9am and finished around 12pm. I took a shower in the afternoon and fried some sausages and reheat the white carrot with chicken soup for my lunch. While having my lunch, I switched on astro ria and watch Miss Bersin. It was an indonesia's movie.. it's was ok. The next show was Bukan Diriku...it was ok also...but Perfect Teacher was awesome, sometimes i wonder why do astro played good movie on weekdays and not weekend?? I think they need to learn more on movie genre selection between weekend and weekdays.

After finished Bukan Diriku, i went outside to take a fresh air..while breathing with the fresh village air, i switched on my car engine to reheat them, get ready for a long journey back to the capital city..will be working soon. I wonder how's our new Vice Director will behave. Daddy was outside too. He was putting down the canvas in front of the main door which had been used during his birthday. He asked me to help him out...and so I did. Who else gonna help him.

After done with that, I get in the house and kiss my babies...2 cute pets..they are my 2 little home tiger. They love to sleep all day long and still sleeping while im blogging in the living hall while the rain drops keep falling outside...it's cold here right now...

Ok, till then. Things happened for a reason and labs didnt text me maybe because he's just not so into me anymore ;( It's hurt...

Thoughts of the day...Whatever I believe In..

A Birth Certificate shows that we were born
A Death Certificate shows that we died
Pictures show that we lived!

I Believe...
That just because two people argue,
It doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
It doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if
We understand that friends change.

I Believe....
That no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe....
That true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant
That will give you heartache for life.

I Believe....
That it's taking me a long time
To become the person I want to be

I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with
Loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe....
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe....
That we are responsible for what
We do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done 
when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe....
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I Believe....
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be
the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
But that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe....
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had
And what you've learned from them and less to do with  how many birthdays
you've celebrated.

I Believe.....
That it isn't always enough,
to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe....
That our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
But, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
Out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe....
Two people can look at the exact same
Thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of
Hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give,
When a friend cries out to you -
you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...
That credentials on the wall
do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...
'The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything they have.