Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Im not well.. ;(

It's Tuesday and It's meeting day. But, here I am in my room: sleeping, smsing, facebooking, reading, and finally blogging. It seems like Im living in my own cyberspace. I don't have to go anywhere to see what's happening outside. Internet connection is good enough and plus comfy bedroom ;)

Well, today Im not feeling well. It's been 2 weeks actually ... but I just took paracetamol to make it better. But this fever come and go. Why? I dont know. So I see the Dr. Jullian. Right down there at the mall, about 10 minutes walk distance from my brother's condominium. I went out at 9am and reached there sharp at 910am. Unfortunately, Dr. Julian wasnt around yet. The duty nurse told me that he only be there at 10am. So...I just sat and wait. I didnt go anywhere because Im extremely dizzy.

After about 40 minutes waiting, he finally came in and looked at me with a smile on his face. Hmm..I guess he must be saying 'oh she again'... simply because i see him almost every month for a same sickness package in my body.

I got into his consultation room and told him about my condition. In a mean time, he explained to me their raya promotion which is Health Screening. Hmm...sounds good. In fact I am thinking about making my self medical check up. Even though i work in Hospital, but never want to do it there...im afraid that my sickness will be revealed to people at my work place. Never will i do medical check up there.

He explained and explained and I decided to take the health screening package three. It consist of amnemia status, liver, hepetitis a & c, tyriod, std, ovary cancer, cholestrol, sugar, and the list goes on which i dont remember all.

He took my blood and I didnt feel any hurt at all. He's good! The package comes with 1 free gift, a vitamin.. I took vitamin c for free ;) Then, I took my urine at the toilet for them to check. After that, Im going back home. It's all cost 188MYR..I have no cash...so I used my Debit Card. I guess my balance now is only left 600MYR...gosh how to survive like this ;( I'll be going to Bali and i dont have enough pocket money...damn ;(

After finished, I went to McDonald for my breakfast. I took Chincken McSausage set with coffee. It was too salty, but i still can finished it...sayang bah. Before I go back home, I went to the optical shop, i just bout korea cartoon lense..gray color. Hahah...80MYR terbang again. Going to bankrup la nih.. :(

So, i go back home and took my medicine and sleep. I dont sleep well. At 2pm i woke up..crawling on my bed until 3pm. My brother came from work. He gave me McD Chicken Burger...kwang3...im going to be fat ;( palis2... I should be thankful tho..

While im typing my blog, i still feel the heaviness in my head. The song for today: Here Without You by 3 doors down..

Tonight, im going to meet my love at JP. We are we both heading..? Wherever God leads us to...I just follow. Amen

xoxo

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Is he Iranian?

26th June 2011 - 1.00 am - BED, KK ... This is where the story of us begin. After the MRK Contest finished, me and my siblings decided to go to the club. I was really tired, and at first i refused to go. But my eldest sister really wanted to be there to dance. Since she's going back oversea, i put away my intention to just sleep that night and bring myself to BED Club.

The club was too crowd, smoky and extremly play loud music. I started to feel not comfortable with the situation. But, we just walked in until the end of the stage. We had our drinks and stand at the corner of the centre stage and enjoying the loud music. I wanted to dance, but it's difficult to dance with a fish of people passes by. So after dance sikit2, i just sit at the tall chair, sip my drink and start observing people.

The club was surrounded by many boys and girls. Most of them looks like already get drunk. Some girls even stand on the bar and start to dance like a wild species...regardless of their sizes... They looked funny and yet entertaining ... heheh.. Well, it's not like u can see those scene everyday in your life. It only happend in the club, especially when people get drunk and lost his/her self control.

While i was observing the club's surrounding... I saw a curly iranian look like guy dancing alone like syok sendiri nih. From a far...he look cool. While i was looking at that iranian look guy, he looked at me back..i fastly turned my head and look something else. I dont want him to know i was staring at him just.

Then after a while, i looked at him again...and this time he looked at me eye to eye...OMG..my eye communicated to this guy! Matilah.... To my surprise, he smiled to me and give signal to me asking me to come to him by waving his hands with a 'come here' message. As always, I was too shy to respond his body language message and just smile back to him and keep sitting on the long chair without any movement. I turned my view to the other side of the bar... Nothing much interesting... The iranian looked like was the only thing that attract my attention that night.

I was really tired, i didnt finish my drinks. So i just leave it and told my sibling that I wanna go back and sleep. They all agreed and we leave. While DB and TD walked out the club, I was the last person to walk behind...suddenly someone grabbed my right hand and when i turned back the iranian look like guy said '..Can I know you?" while handing his cellphone asking me to give my number. My sister asked me to just give it...so without thinking much...I just gave it.

This is where the story begin. We started to communicate from time to time until today.

It's been a month i knew him and i fallen for him...i dont know what the future but i pray to god that this relationship will last forever. Amen.