...countdown to 2011

2010 is almost over and here I am reflecting myself in the mirror. I didn't go for confession this even though I know I have plenty of sins. I thank Mr. Mark from Global Prayer Team who keep praying for me and give me hope to face another day with his inspiring advices via emails. I never met him, but i strongly believe he's a God messenger. He help me to open my mind that there's no love like God's Love for us all...and I agree with him. People who claimed to me that he really really loves me and even said that Im part of his life is now gone. No text messages..no phone calls..no emails...no facebook messages...just nothing..missing in action I guess. I didnt call or text him because all this while Im the one who did that and now he took me for granted. Maybe he think that "...she will find me of course!". It hurts me, living in this miserable "love" life. No one can tell by looking at my face cuz Im look fine and as if no problem at all. Exactly how Mellisa Manchester mention in her song..'...learn how to hide your feelings'..just like what Im doing right now. It's killing me.



2010 bring me to a new transition in life. These are among the moments I had this year:

1. Jan - April : Sick Leave (Cervical Disc Spondylosis);
2. 30 Jun : Move back to KK for good
3. 1st July : Work with health department with moody director;
4. Aug 2010: 1st gathering with my girlfriends;
5. Sept 2010: Birthday surprise for me from my girlfriends;
6. Oktober : My 1st task presentation in front of the director...success ;);
7. Nov: My bestfriend's wedding in Sepanggar...im the EMCEE;
8. December: finally received permanent appointment with the govt. & get new IPAD ;)

Here I am once again...I thank God for every single moment I had this year. I knew, HE brings me where I am now, and I believe this is what's the best for my well being.

I spent some time to read others' blogs and most of them are now preparing their new year resolutions. What's mine anyway? Still many as usual...;) but always being forgotten. Anyway, as for 2011..i try my level best to make sure that all my new year resolutions will not be forgotten. These are among my new year resolution:

1. Good health : Jogging at least 3 times a week
2. Good Work Performance : Time management, discipline, just do it!
3. Love Prayer: God help me to find a man who can love me like u do, amen.
4. Obey to God: never missed to pray and praise the lord.
5. Financially secure: saving is a must.
6. Travelling: at least once a year (if possible, I want to bring my parents)
7. Excel in DPA: Will be going for training this year! Hope for the best !

I will try to make sure that each resolutions will become reality , will be done properly. Surely be done! I Can do it ;)

Tonight Im gonna watch football match, Malaysia VS Indonesia for the Suzuki Cup. It's a final game that will be held in Jakarta. I realize that our national football players' are now improving in terms of technique and strategy... Not so bad :) Good job to the coach Rajagopal. Hope tonight will be a historical night for Malaysia ;)

have a pleasant evening ;)

xoxo