I just bought a new book at the bookstore here in Palm Square Mall. Written by Candance Bushnell .. The Carrie Diaries. I shouldn't buy at the 1st place...I bought a book last month by Jim Collins and haven't finish reading it. In fact, I have plenty of them in my boxes which just bring back from Overseas. But, I just cant resist this particular gold book with gold handbag as a cover. It's just so attractive and surely capture my purchasing power. So here I am with my new book and I'm satisfy.
It's been 3 months Im working here in a small city. Away from the hustle and bustle of a conglomerates city. How do I exactly feel now? A bit sad, in terms of working environment and colleagues. While my so call junior act as if she the senior to us simply because she is posted at the main department, while we're at the operation agency who reporting to the department. Damn... Nothing much i can do here. So, I just follow the flow and keep in mind that 'whatever i have right now is the best for me that God has decided into my life'. Always keep this strong statement in my mind no matter how the difficult the situations im facing in life.
Im still single, but Im not seeking. I pray to Mother Mary that somehow true love will light my relationship. But until today...still nothing. Maybe this is God's punishment to me for having forbidden relationship with another married man ;( I never want this..but that's all who love me. I just want to love and to be loved.
I wonder...what will happen to my love and carrier future? Will I get both or just one of them?
God, please light up my life, Amen.
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