tic toc tic toc...here I am reaching the end of May. What have I done? What did I achieve? I asked myself over and over again. I ex-roomate (best buddy in University) now moved in with me in my apartment. I'm glad but at the same time...I'm worry...worry that she might find out the other side of me.
As usual, I'm very productive in the middle of the night. I switched on my internet and sit in front of my laptop to surf and do my work. Everytime I sit here, I always start my surf in FB. Nothing urgent, just browsing people's updates. I don't know why...I suddenly clicked on my ex-crush profile. Well...I don't have to disclose his name..but I address him Mr.Secret. His profile's picture was a face of little baby boy. Cute...just like the father. I then look up his album...so many photos of him and his wife. He looks good..I admit that, and the wife as well. While Im browing his photo albums, I was imagining the lady was me...haha...silly me hah...Maybe the photo might looks sweeter. I killed my imagination by logged out from the websites. I shouldn't do that, it's bad ;(
Here I'm screwed up...screw up with my current status...Still Single but NEVER searching...What's wrong with me???? I wish I know the answer....I pray that God will give me a sign.
Nite labs...xoxo
As usual, I'm very productive in the middle of the night. I switched on my internet and sit in front of my laptop to surf and do my work. Everytime I sit here, I always start my surf in FB. Nothing urgent, just browsing people's updates. I don't know why...I suddenly clicked on my ex-crush profile. Well...I don't have to disclose his name..but I address him Mr.Secret. His profile's picture was a face of little baby boy. Cute...just like the father. I then look up his album...so many photos of him and his wife. He looks good..I admit that, and the wife as well. While Im browing his photo albums, I was imagining the lady was me...haha...silly me hah...Maybe the photo might looks sweeter. I killed my imagination by logged out from the websites. I shouldn't do that, it's bad ;(
Here I'm screwed up...screw up with my current status...Still Single but NEVER searching...What's wrong with me???? I wish I know the answer....I pray that God will give me a sign.
Nite labs...xoxo
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