It's January the thirteen. I've been staying here at home all alone since last friday evening. As usual, my housemate never came home as she's staying with her boyfriend somewhere in Puchong. It's fine with me anyway...
I've been suffering with my Cervical Disc Herniation and just few minutes ago another news hit me and it double my pain. My housemate finally admit to me that she wants to move out from this house...I've been expected this for so long. I'm speechless and didn't reply her email straight away? I don't know what to say to her....
Im not scared. But this is life that I must facing...Somehow, I have to accept the fact that people may come and go. Some friends come for a reason...some friends come for a seaon and 1 in a million friends come for a life time. I guess she's number 2...so be it, and still...it's fine with me anyway...
I wish to tell her this...
1. I dont have money to pay her deposite..
2. I cannot afford to pay the house rent alone...she knows it...
3. Im not gonna let stranger become my housemate...
4. Im not gonna move to KL as I dont think it's a good idea...
5. There are many ways to reduce expenses without shifting to KL..like looking for a roomate..maybe her bf is the best choice...
6. Why must move out?
My fingers numbs...my head numbs..and what's next??
ps: Lord, i pray that you will guide me gone through all this difficult moments. Amen.
Nitez.
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